Why does it seem that everyone posts like mad during the weekend? I can manage to keep up during the week, but I lose it during the weekend. I really have to get a computer back in the house. I'm so desperate, I almost bought a MAC! How can I have sunk so low? I'm working on it, I swear.

There was one good thing that happened this weekend, so I'll get to that first. (don't know how much time on this computer i really have) I had my son again. I get him every other weekend. It's so not enough. I've got 4 days a month to work out whatever damage his mother did during the other 27 days of the month. It really sucks. But this weekend was different. As odd as it may sound, I believe we really bonded. I paid more attention to him. I like to consider myself a good father, but on the weekend he likes to have company. I generally allow this to happen because then I don't have to 'entertain' him. This time I told his company to kick rocks. Even though he's only 6, he shows me so many new things. It's amazing how perceptive he can be. (this is where the anecdote should go, damned using other people's computers)

Have you ever noticed that other people's problems are so easy to fix? It's hard to even imagine why they think they've got problems. I don't really care if your sister just got pregnant (again) and doesn't know who the father is. If she doesn't want to get pregnant, stop fucking! See how easy that is? And if she doesn't want to stop fucking, try fucking just one person. Then if you get some shit, you know where you got it from! Why do people feel the need to ask me simple shit like that? Try having my problems. I've got a dollar and six cents. McDonald's and Burger Thing are right next to each other. Which dollar menu do I go to? Now that's a problem!

I still haven't gotten paid for work I've done. The company owes me money. As long as they owe me I'll never go broke right? Part of it is my fault. I can't totally blame them for that. It's just one more thing...

Lastly (computer time is almost up), I had to tell Ashley about Jen. She's cool with it. What I do on the computer is my business and doesn't really affect what's going on with us. Not that it would matter. She's not my girl anymore. (keep telling yourself that until you believe it asshole) Anyhoo... I'm working on getting a box. I should have it soon. Then I'll be more consistent in these blogs. Remind me to tell you all about my roomies recent shit too. I haven't talked about her in a while. (i wouldn't even mention it, except she's reading over my shoulder)

I'm out.

Sprinkle me Bitch

Mr. Big